Depression, at least for me, was largely from being overwhelmed with my overall negative outlook on most aspects of my life. It was a domino effect, when one part of my life begins to fall, it brings down the others. Suddenly dating, social life, school, work, and any self esteem go down the drain. I'm completely lost. Even if I knew where to start to fix things, I have no motivation or willingness at all to do anything about it.